Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Don't let the lover's tears fly

Don't let the lover's tears fly
The airport is when waits in the hall, the plane is late because of weather, all people are waiting anxiously, have taken out the mobile phone for a long time after hesitating bluely, have sent messages and has been linked: "I will go, the company sends me to go to Kunming to work, I see you and grow together the night before last, know you can't bear, speak truth to meet accident feeling with me, though it so cruel to me, but do you know? I hope wholeheartedly you are happy, so, go to choose your happiness. " Reveal on the screen " It is successful to send " And then, SIM card is taken out bluely from the mobile phone, breaks it off with the fingers and thumb into two.
It is the former boyfriend linking it to give birth to, the love of creating them in once love online era, two people's emotion has been maintained for 3 years on the net, 11 Beijing by birth last year, those seven days became their brightest memory. But hereafter, immerse when being happy link and linking and receiving the telephone grown fewer and fewerly, though he what in the mouth does not change, obviously feel wrong to link, she does not dare to point out it, this itself is a love without any assurance, the lover is not at one's side, everything becomes illusory and can't be controlled. Some day, will grow the message will be given links and says, " let's say good-bye, we are too far away, I want me to be unable to give to you happily. " Simple a word, has finished their love relation of 3 years. While linking and imagining ten million kinds possibility to comfort oneself as much as possible, but she has learnt the truth of the thing from mouth of a friend that gave birth to: Give birth to new girl friend.
Each girl has such a male friend, he is not a boyfriend, also go beyond the general friendship, if you need anything, would like to share with him, especially when failing in love. It is a person like this to be blue, handsome face, well-balanced stature, has possessed lovers of masses' conditions and makings of becoming on his body. But know one's own true idea bluely, he likes linking, but he understood and linked liking raw, so is linking the front, he has been smiling all the time, cherished, tolerant.
After peacekeeping grows formal departure, she wants to accompany her to have a meal, see the film, play with the amusement park together dragging bluely every day, majority the by activity they that lover finish equally too very much. The hearts of people after failing in love are empty, sometimes they will try every possible means to fill-up it, stop one's own inanition, it is to revisit the old haunt and let oneself be sadder that they are most afraid, blue from having the area links being in the forest of celestial track, he knows she will be sad, that is she, with growing in 11 places to meet of that year.
After the merry-go-round in the amusement park comes up and down, link saying suddenly: "Let's get married. " Link bluely at will staring blankly, a blank of brain, can not really want to understand why she can take these words out of the mouth, do not know this is because of anything still more. See blue and distracted there, link and say, I am serious, I with you am very happy, it is happy of course, so, let's get married. Not answering bluely immediately, he embraces and links, then say, I like you, always like you, I have not told you because I do not want to give you a burden to far away from me, I would like to look after you all one's life, make you happy forever. Before this, it lets oneself be calm, determines whether to marry me that I will give you time, if you confirm, we get married. Having linked and cried, it is she that is never growing the warmth experienced and been there, the feeling looked after originally was so happy.
Linked and brought and lived bluely, two people's life became very relaxed from then on, there is treatment that is linked, work to make more efforts bluely, because he wants to link the happiness, sometimes the happiness needs economic base. One days before Valentine's Day, talk about bluely with customer and finish and come out from the hotel, is planning to give while linking the present which buy Valentine's Day, but linking and linking inside seeing the forest of celestial track through the glass, the one nearby is raw.
Step on the plane getting on Kunming bluely, he knows even if gets back to Beijing by oneself, he will not be with linking meeting each other either. Let, link, do the choice that face a difficult choice withdraw directly as oneself, perhaps this is the best solution, think bluely so. So, he has thrown away SIM card in the mobile phone. He has made preparation for visiting each other all their lives.
Link, get what happened finally, telephone type, pass by, blue to but been shut downing really. It is hurt and wronged to link a stomach, can be mostly puzzled. She has learnt the blue address in Kunming from friend one week later, rode the next day. Linking the scene that will never forget that day, she waited downstairs blue while coming back, it is so blue as to get off with girl that one are very beautiful to see, has not waited for linking the opening yet, blue one gather up, live in nearby woman say this I girlfriend, speak blue to gather up she come into the lift. Link and think oneself extremely funny immediately, come in order to see such a scene from afar? She laughs at oneself, except laugh at, sad.
Having entered the lift, Philippines asks why do it in this way blue, has only said bluely that thanked you, never spoke. Philippines is a blue colleague, come to the blue home to fetch the materials then go to the airport to meet the customer's today.
Link and get back to Beijing, have moved out of the blue home, has taken away that deciduous volume too, she has gone home, goes back to parents' home, then as people of this city, live alone.
Two months later, in Kunming, so blue as to met and gives birth to in the street, asked to you bluely together why not and link. Give birth to it say, want for you, how you want Kunming,link too in? Blue and confused, have not you become reconciled? Grow, smile, No, we meet two times only in Beijing, one to meet by chance at street, link and say she has originally collected 50 slices of deciduous volumes and let me help her to add some pattern to enter for the second time. Have pieces of girl to grow, greet, give birth to, say I wife come on at a distance at this moment, I have walked first. Blue this just understands the thing that happened two months ago originally was a misunderstanding. Mobile is loud, he answer, get on the car in ringing sound of cell phone and street the sound open mix, like the scene in the edition MV in the theater very much, and this song is exactly " I should become old slowly with you " helping him to set up before linking .
That deciduous volume, link to the Valentine's Day present of blue preparation, it is a wedding present at the same time, because like fallen leaves bluely, he has said in a joking way, if you meet a slice of fallen leaf and just land on one's own foot each time when walking in the street, you pick up, when finding the 50th slice of fallen leaf, we get married. Joke bluely, can link and write down, she begins to collect fallen leaves, the natural all these are hidden from the blue one, every slice of fallen leaf is stuck in an exquisite note-book inside by her. Just several days before Valentine's Day, she wait until 50th fallen leaf finally, but every slice of fallen leaf of notebook look really too identical, it is angry and intersperse seeming few. Until how do, she worry, she meet give birth to and lover of him at street unexpected one day, she picture grown to know have attainments very much, please give birth to, help her add some pattern enter in deciduous edge at once, every slice wants. In the forest of celestial track, it gives and grows and sends this deciduous volume to link that day.
Put through the mobile phone linked bluely at once, but has not got through. He books the ticket to Beijing in the evening at once, gets off the plane, heads direct for one's own home subsequently, but find and link that has already moved out, phone to link parents' home bluely at once, she mother say she accompany a colleague to Tianjin make the photograph of wedding gauze kerchief, probably come back in the evening.
Three days later, in the bedroom that is linked, has seen that deciduous volume bluely, every page one is so beautiful, each leaf is linked for their life, some are smiling, some fall asleep, some think. There are a line of words for the blue one in page one finally, " I think I understood at last what was the love, because you have told me to love. " Think both legs soft bluely immediately, kneel down, at heart and sad and too heavy, he has been already unable to love in the face of being in the past. Linked and met accident on the way of coming back that night.
Have taken the album away bluely, still clean on the desk linked, she is a girl liking cleanliness.